Browngirlswhoblog, Child loss, Grief, lifestyle

Surviving to live

This photo popped up as a Facebook memory this morning.

In this photo was close to 6 months pregnant with Lauren. By this time I had officially come to terms that I was starting completely over, in terms of raising children. My oldest at the time was 12….

When I started Aloha Glamour , in rememberance of her, people kept saying I was brave. I fight the desire to laugh each time it’s said.

I didn’t feel brave.

I felt far from brave.

I was scared.

Terrified.

Heartbroken.

Broken.

I was holding my breath to see if I could survive the journey I was forced to walk.

#alohaglamour #rihlaurentaylor #laurentaylor #motherofangels #mybabyhaswings

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